Sonia's Turning 2 Months!

It just hit me as to how much bigger Sonia is when compared to Sarah when Sarah was just a little baby. We weighed Sonia on Saturday and the scale read 6.4kg! In retrospect, Sarah was just 6.6kg at 3 months and we were already calling her michelin baby then. Hmmm... I wonder what we should call little Sonia then? Any suggestions?

Sonia's Growth Rate:

Birth - 3.65kg
1 month - 5.25kg
2 months - 6.50kg

Me & My MP3!

Hmmmm... I wonder what this is...?
Oooo... music!
Lets groove!
Now, lets try it with just one earphone...














Verdict: Daddy- I want a MP3 player!

Our Day Out At Vivocity!

Sarah Mae: I had so much fun at vivocity today! Daddy brought me for a horse ride and I had such a wonderful time splashing away with Aunty Sophia at the water area too! Dunno whether Sonia had any fun since I only saw her sleeping away... hmmmm... I wonder....

Sonia Rae: ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz..... =)

I'm 1 Month Old!

Sonia Rae turned 1 month old on the 29th of March 2008. The party was a riot - lots of Uncles and Aunties came to see her. Thank you everyone for your Ang Pows, Cards and Presents. We had to load up 2 cars to get all the gifts home! What a lucky baby!=)

As of 28th of March 2008, Sonia weighed in at an impressive 5.25kg- jie jie Sarah paled in comparison in terms of weight at 1 month! She has been getting a little more interested in the things around her. She's been able to spend minutes observing her surroundings and she's starting to be able to see me. Doesn't sound like much but I do long for those moments when she coos at me in recognition. Apart from these, Sonia's still not doing anything much besides sleeping, crying, eating, peeing and pooping... Can't wait for her to become more responsive!=)

G loves his girls but he's expressed his thought that little Sonia seems to be alot more of a cry baby when compared to Sarah Mae when Sarah was an infant. Well, Hun- lets try not to compare and love our girls for their differences instead. It's going to be tough- but I know we can do it!=)

Aunty Sophia & Uncle Sam

These pictures mean so much to me as I love both Sophia and Samuel very much. It's really heartwarming for me to see them loving my girls as much as they do. Can't wait for them to give me nieces and nephews to love in return. =)

Sonia's Birth

I never thought I could love anyone,
More than I love G.
But number 1 came along,
And I was enamoured, completely.
So when I was pregnant with you my dear,
I worry about not loving you enough.
Now everything screams really clear,
To decide who I love best - it's really tough!

It's a wonderful, fantastic feeling to know just how much love I actually possess after I became a mother. Now, as I embark on my journey as a mother of 2- that feeling awes me and scares me at the same time.

My contractions started at twenty minutes intervals at 630pm on the 28th of February. I did not think anything of them at first as I had been having false contractions for at least 3 weeks before that day. By 11pm they started coming in at 10-minute intervals which had me asking G to call for the OB in the event that I could possibly be in labour. True enough, my OB Dr Paul Tseng asked that we get to the hospital immediately.

We reached TMC at 12 midnight sharp and I was still able to joke around with G that we might be having a leap year baby. TMC was giving away gifts for the first 3 leaplings and we arrived just as the first leapling was delivered (by my OB nonetheless!). G jibed me by saying that he should have made me do some jumping jacks if he had known we were having our baby on the 29th of February. We could have made it for the cash incentive! =)

I was checked and told that I was already 3 to 4cm dilated- hence, labour had indeed started. However as we still had some time, the doctor said that we could rest in our room instead while waiting for the active labour phase. By 4am, the contractions started getting intense at 5 minute intervals- I had to time my breathing with G's snores (he was fast asleep). I was not aware that active labour had started and did not alert the nurses. When one came to check on me she immediately told G that I had to be in the labour ward as the baby was coming. I was at 6cm dilation by then. The nurse then told me that if I were to have an epidural, it better be administered at that moment otherwise it might be too late to do so. I thought hard about it- I could tolerate the contractions but the fear of ripping my arse made me request for the epidural.
Once the epidural was administered, my contractions slowed down. We were told that if they hadn't, Sonia would have been the 3rd leap year baby to be born that day.

Dr Tseng decided then to burst my waterbag as there was no longer a point to keep it intact (contractions are better managed with an intact waterbag). The epidural was wonderful (my first experience with it during Sarah's birth was traumatic) and I could relax all the way till the nurse told me I was fully dilated. Sonia was born after only 3 or so pushes (at 10am) and Dr Tseng did a fantastic job ensuring that I did not tear too badly. I only required 2 stitches thereafter and could walk and sit around without feeling any pain in my bottom (very, very different story with Sarah's birth).

The afterpains were killer pains though. I need to put this down to remind myself what I'ld be getting into should I ever get pregnant again. Note to self: VERY, VERY PAINFUL- WORSE THAN LABOUR PAINS.

I do not think I'ld want another child any time soon. Two is perfect for now.=)

Mummy's Got 2 Princesses Now...

So much has gone on in this past year. To start with, we moved homes at the end of March of 07 and I got pregnant 3rd time round sometime around May (2 months later). Life following that was a hectic blur of ferrying Sarah to classes as well as zoo, sea-side and playground outings with fellow mummies living around our estate.

This pregnancy was alot harder than when I had Sarah. I suppose the stress that both G and I had been facing prior to my getting pregnant must have somehow contributed to it as well. I will probably go into detail about it when I create another blog for Sonia Rae (hopefully soon).

We had also hired an Indonesian domestic help in August 07 to help me with the chores so I could spend more time with Sarah Mae and help her settle into a routine before the baby came along.

Looking back, I must say that Sarah has gone through a period of rapid change. She behaves very much like a little adult now. I'm a little sad that she's somehow grown up so much in this couple of weeks (eversince we brought Sonia home) and I feel a tinge of regret that she had done so without me as I had been really busy with Sonia. I guess, it's a feeling that all mothers of 2 or more kids will have to grudgingly accept once we relinquish our complete devotion (obsession rather) of #1.

I hope to and know that I must somehow strike a balance with my 2 little girls and husband from now on and pray that He will grant me the wisdom, patience and courage to do so. The road ahead is going to be REALLY long and bumpy- I really hope that I'ld be equip with the right vehicle and enough petrol to ride it out (God willing). =)

My Baby Sister- Sonia Rae Loke @ 1 week

Take a look at my baby sister Sonia Rae Loke Jia En. She was born on the 29th of February 2008 weighing a hefty 3.65kg. Daddy and Mummy kept calling her a leapling. Hmmm... I wonder what that is....=\

I'm A CMC Fan!

Sarah's daddy's little girl. She's a Chin Mei Chin convert once she tasted the scrumptious little cupcakes. Just like daddy. =)

Peek-A-Boo!

18 Months Old!

I'm 18 months old! Dad and Mum says that I'm a real little charmer. Do you think so too?

Happy 1 Year Anniversary!

Wow, time sure flies. I haven't been blogging for almost 3 months now. Amazing... A summary of my thoughts-

The month of May marked my fabulous 1 year of blogging! So much has happened within this short span of time and I am immensely grateful to have started this journal. Without this outlet for my verbal diarrhoea, I would have forgotten the many funny things that my baby girl had done. Most of all, whenever I'm feeling nostalgic, I have this blog to go down memory lane with- Sarah Mae has really grown so much!

Being a mummy has got to be the best move I have ever made. It has taught me so many things about what really is important in life. Life used to be pretty aimless when you compare those carefree days with mummyhood. Every second now seems to have become extremely precious- apart from the undisturb sleep hours that I miss, I also have learnt to cherish moments spent with my little girl. She really brings me so much joy. I cannot get enough of her!

Sarah's so grown up in many ways. Her comprehension skills are astounding. She's a little social butterfly and is really a lovely, happy child. For the past month or so, she has been crying and waking up in pain whenever she takes extended naps or when she goes to bed at night. Her molars are coming up and it is indeed a very trying time for both Gerry and me. It hurts us that she is in so much pain but it also annoys us that she keeps us awake at night (I know, we're horrible parents). I just look forward to the day when teething pains are over. I miss my easy to manage, lovely and happy baby. I really got the better end of the bargain with Sarah. She's my blessing from Him. =) Thank You God.

Sarah is 17 months old already. Life just fly by us when we're not looking. I really hope that I remember to keep all these memories in mind when she brings home her first boyfriend in the not too distant future. In our hearts, she'll always be our little baby.

Love you gazillions, Sarah.

Exhausted Girls!

Daddy managed to capture this funny shot of both Sarah and me looking so exhausted. I was completely worn out unpacking our stuff at our new home and Sarah was really tired out from her repeated high fevers and all. Check out her little fever patch we stuck on her forehead. So cute. =)

My Day Out At The Zoo

We went to the zoo a couple of weeks ago and these are some pictures of little Sarah having fun. You can see her God Pa in the background. He really loves her silly. Sarah's a really lucky baby. =)

I'm 15 months old!

I'll be turning 15 months old tomorrow! Time sure flies. These couple of months are sure hectic. Mama and Yeye are away visiting kor kor Sean in Oxford and Mummy and Daddy are so busy moving into our new home. At first it was pretty tough settling into my new environment as everything just seems so strange. But I'm having a ball of a time now that I've made friends with the babies in the neighbourhood- boy, everyone just made me feel so welcome here. I even have my own swimming clique now!

I've been walking around since last week. Nothing beats Daddy and Mummy's encouraging smile whenever they see me tottering around. I am trying to master running next. =)

Daddy has been really ill since last week and has also given me his Germs. I've been having high fever over the weekend and now I'm just coughing myself silly. Mummy brought me to Doctor Lim and he says that I've contracted Upper Respiratory Infection. Poor mummy, she's really praying hard not to fall victim to our germs as she has to look after both Daddy and me.

Mama and Yeye, I cannot wait for you guys to come home soon. Mummy says I'm such a big girl now. Miss you loads.

Turning 14 months old

Baby girl turned 14 months whilst her favourite mama and yeye are away. She misses them quite a bit (so does mummy and daddy). This has been her nightly ritual eversince they left for Oxford. Come back soon Mama and Yeye! Big kisses from me!

Little Princess

Me & My Best Pal

My 2nd Chinese New Year!

Sarah in her cheong sam finery. See her practice her Gong Xi Gong Xi moves and gentle xiao jie smile. Ang Pows, here I come... =)

Am I Drinking Vitagen?

 

I must be lucky, I think. Mummy offered me some Vitagen the other night when I was down with what the adults say, the Flu. It tasted a little funny though, but I slurped it all up anyway. Hmmmm... I can't help but wonder about something daddy said to mummy- something about spiking and medicine. I got awfully sleepy after that and mummy patted me to sleep.

My 13mth old birthday week also marks the SAD day that mummy stopped giving me her boobies. I really do miss them but mummy kept screaming whenever I clamped my newly grown pearlies down on them. I guess I won't be seeing them for a while. Bubbye friends... 

I'm 13 Months Old!

 

Check out my 4 chompers! Finally!!!!!